October 15th

I have been thinking about Ava alot lately. I have been seeing butterflies everywhere! My husbands grandmother passed away about two weeks ago so that has been hard. At the wake I saw my husbands cousins baby that was born just a few days after I lost Ava. I tried to hold him but started to get upset. Just the weight of him in my arms was upsetting. I guess I haven't held any little babies since I lost her. But there is something about her son that will always remind me of what I am missing out on. I will always see Ava when I look at him.

October 15th is pregnancy loss remembrance day. Please light a candle at 7p.m. your time.